House For Sale

I knew that selling our house would not be easy.  The logistics.  The emotions.  Hard business selling your home under these circumstances.  At the same time, I can't help but find joy in knowing that God has all the details worked out.  He has written the script.  

The kids have really stepped up to help with the daily upkeep, not to mention the added intensity of preparing for showings.  They have finally learned to pick things up when they are done with them, and not to drag every cotton-pickin' thing out on a whim!  (Really, house selling is just a sinister plot to train 'em!) 

It's funny though, the things you learn only when you have to sell your house.  For instance, painting baseboards is not that hard.  And, if you clean the shower ten times in a row, it does get clean again!  I will say, however, I've had more ants with a spotless house than I ever did with a few crumbs on the floor.  The biggest surprise has been how much easier it is to keep things in order when there is NO CLUTTER!  Amazing.  Vacuuming is much easier also!

On the flip side, my van looks like a moving truck threw up in it.  Whatever we can't hide, goes in the van.  Not sure the wisdom in that decision, but my 10yo keeps reminding me "we have a good excuse for it being so messy."  Bless his ever-loving heart.

So I do have a few kudos:  I'm not sure where I'd be without my Swiffer(s).  If I was rich, I'd buy the company!  And Pledge on the shower doors REALLY works!  Amazing!  But then there are the disappointing things like spider webs.  Those spiders are FAST!  My front porch has to be de-webbed daily!  And let's not forget the dishes and laundry.  Always more dishes.  Always more laundry.  I tried to finagle my way out of those chores, but they are here to stay.  We've had other challenges too, like appliances acting fritzy, and toilets that have decided they have a mind of their own.  Grrrrrr!

Emotionally, the hardest part is yet again, the waiting.  And the waiting.  Wait for a showing.  Wait for the feedback.  Wait for a sale.  Wait.  Wait.  We've been waiting a lot the last couple of years.  But that's okay too.  Remembering who's in control does make a the difference. 

I take a deep breath and wonder if we'll really get our school year going before we are interrupted (blessed!) to move.   Can we move and still do school?  Makes my head spin to think about it, but, there is no point in being anxious.  (Wait, wait! :))

Well-Planned Day, Hooray!

I confess!  I'm a planner junkie.  Mostly because I'm a planning junkie.  That said, it was only a matter of time before I got around to the Well-Planned Day planner from Rebecca Keliher and Home Educating Family. It's really pretty!  I know I could get technical about the things I love and don't love about it, but the fact is, it's pretty.  It makes me feel good to write in it and that's just so sad!  But true!  I'm tired of 3-ring binder planners.  I'm tired of things falling out of notebooks.  I'm tired of printing things.  Sure, it's not perfect, but it really does have quite a lot of useful features.  And it's pretty.

It's made me realize something else rather dastardly about myself.  Besides the fact that I'm a planner junkie, that is.  I love filling in blanks.  I'm one of those people who used to love workbooks!  Every blank neatly filled out.  Forms!  I love forms.  Beth Moore studies, for example.  Blanks to fill!  Things requiring penmanship in my rather overly typed world.  So okay.  So far, I'm glad I took the chance on this planner, given the price.  I'm relatively certain it will earn it's keep this year. 

I also bought the Well-Grounded Middle Schooler to try to help my son with his budding independence that is FINally kicking in.  It must be because he's reached 5'4" and he's only TEN.  Ah.  Well.  His is pretty too.  Of course, I just told him it looks rather "smart".  He got the picture.

More Thoughts on Attentiveness

I suppose I'm out of blogging practice because it only took me five minutes after hitting the "publish" button before I realized that I had quite a bit more to say on the subject of attentiveness. 

Things began to come to a head about a week ago with behaviors and attitudes being a bit sparky. Since my family has been through the ringer, we've come to appreciate a bit of grace, but this ole Mama was starting to feel a little beat up by her own kids.  At first I excused their behavior, but then I realized something needed to change and this was not a "just a bad day" situation. Bad attitudes had become bad habits and were proving to be very, very contagious.  Beginning to feel a bit heated about how quickly behaviors had deteriorated, I called for help.  For some reason the Proverbs always come first to mind when thinking about behavior, and this time was no different, but as I read I was continually reminded of what I've learned about habit from Charlotte Mason.

I pulled a few of my favorite resources off the shelf and re-perused:  "Laying Down the Rails", "Habit Revisited", and "Smooth and Easy Days".  It wasn't till I got through "Habit Revisited" again that I finally understood that teaching habit was more about laying a solid foundation that includes teaching the habits of obedience and attentiveness first and foremost. 

So that was my jumping off place.  Teaching any habit will never be easy, but I can see, and am thankful for how God lays the groundwork for these times of sanctification, for that is truly what they are! He has helped prepare us all for learning these things.  It's hard not to rejoice!

The Habit of Attentiveness

We have a little problem at our house.  The problem is deeply rooted and is second only to disobedience.  It's Inattentiveness.  In reviewing some of my Charlotte Mason materials on habit, I realize I've failed in teaching the habit of Attentiveness to my little beloved children.  So with new determination and encouragement, I hit the shelves.
 
At this year's homeschool convention, I purchased a couple of booklets from the Character Sketch series by the Institute for Basic Life Principles. I had never used these before, but had heard good things and my 6yo LOVES anything having to do with animals, so I believed the correlations to the animal kingdom would be interesting to her.

We began this week with the book on Attentiveness and it is fabulous!  I am thrilled with what we've discussed so far and how foundational it is in teaching.  Jesus is the ultimate example, God's design is clearly celebrated, and the personal application is deeply rooted in God's Word and in building Godly habits and traits that will help us all grow in our personal relationships with Him.

In just a few short days, both my 6yo and 10yo have a understanding and personal desire to have their own quiet times each day.  My 6yo cried as she expressed her anxiety over not quite being able to read God's Word for herself.  When we talked of all the scriptures that she has already memorized and how God would love for her to meditate on them for herself, she was overjoyed! 

My 10yo son expressed his own frustration with not knowing where to read.  I shared with him, what had been shared with me when I felt the same way:  know the date and read the chapter that goes with the date!  Start with Proverbs, or any other book of the Bible!  Well, he loved having the "hard decision" removed from his thoughts and ran for the door, Bible in hand, to the top of the play set, for his QT.


We decided on QT's before they rise from bed each day.  We'll try that and see.  I'm just so thrilled that they are excited and eager to spend time with the Lord!  There's much more to learn, for all of us.  I'm pretty sure there will be more to share!

Still Living Life Between the Trees!

There is something truly wonderful about a fresh start.  Even with pain and memory, we are so blessed to have a God that promises His best for those who love Him.  And He delivers!  I am a living testament that God's Word is true and that He is faithful.  Miracles do happen today.  Prayers are answered.  And even though today, Sunday, June 27th, 2010, I find myself divorced and the single mom to two precious children, I rest in His presence!

There is no way that I could possibly share all that God has done since our journey took this unexpected turn, but He has lived up to His names!  I am grateful.  While I'm exuberant in our moving forward, I'm so humbled by the giving of friendship and the lifting up of prayers for us.  Thank you!  You have no idea what a power that holds until you desperately need it yourself.  Please don't stop.  We are far from through the muck, but we've chosen the narrow path and know exactly where it leads.

I know that you're wondering, so it is with great joy that I share that we will continue to homeschool.  Hallelujah!!!  This is a huge answer to prayer and one that I do not take for granted, or take lightly. 

I've neglected my blog for so long, mainly because of privacy (if you know what I mean!).  Seeing the picture of the trees covered in snow while it's 98 degrees out, made me realize it was time to make a decision about blogging.  If God can be glorified by my blogging, then I want to keep sharing our homeschool journey!  Love doing that!  I couldn't decide whether I needed a new name, purpose, etc., for our little place on the internet.  But have realized that the message is still the same and though my life has taken on a much different shape, I'm still right where God wants me and I'm still right between those trees.  We'll see how it all comes together as we look to Him each day!

Thanks for being here with me!  The first of you to tune in have done so purposefully and I'm so glad you have.  If you have a blog, would you please consider posting my new link?  I know a lot of "friends" will be misplaced with my decision to "move", but it was necessary!  Thanks again!  Let me know how you're doing sometime!  I miss you!

Starting Over

It's blog moving time. I know it's been awhile and I've hemmed and hawed and prayed over what to do with this blog. Due to circumstances beyond my control, we're in need of a change. This blog will go bye-bye after this post hits the feed readers. All content will be moved to my new location. For privacy reasons, I will not post the new location here, but will need you to check in with me for the link. Feel free to email me at melissawilhoite@gmail.com, or check with me on Facebook! Be sure to tell me who you are so that I can say hi and send you the link. Sorry for the inconvenience. Hope to hear from you soon.

Gershwin Anyone?

We've been doing a little listening to George Gershwin and these videos just blew us away! Actually, that is putting it mildly. This piece makes me feel great! It is an exciting piece and watching it played like this is awe-inspiring. We were all riveted to the screen as Leonard Bernstein, an incredible musician, plays Gershwin's Rhapsody in Blue like no other! All of the various movements in this piece had my children expressing that they had never heard music like this anywhere else.

If you have children that play a musical instrument, this is a great opportunity for them to pick out their instrument from the orchestra. We keep playing it over and over. Hope you enjoy it as much as we have!

A note about these videos. The first one is a much better quality sound than the performance that has been shown in two parts (background hissing), but the ending is cut off. So I recommend watching this for the overall experience and then jumping to about the half-way mark of the second video to see the climax of the piece which really should not be missed!

Life Without a Gaming System

Because my children do not have personal gaming systems they spend their time:

Playing with their toys. Toys that are often times beneath their age level, but that they still get so much enjoyment out of. Toys that are keepers. Dare I say, even educational toys!

Little People
Legos
Thomas the Train
Snap Sets
Math manipulatives
Matchbox cars
Puppets
Guns (yes! guns!) and bandanas and swords! (Running around the yard in reckless abandon.)
And many more!

Drawing. My kids have recently discovered how-to drawing books. They love them. They love to draw!

Reading. Books are good! We have lots of books. I'd much rather they read than be glued to the latest gizmo. Last Sunday at church a bench along the wall was lined with boys totally enthralled with their electronic games. Other kids were gathered around. All I could think of was how glad I was that my son spent his ride to church reading his Bible. I didn't have to wonder if I'd be able to talk to him on the way home or if he paid attention in Sunday School.

My son is ten, and I know that sometimes he wants one of those PS2,3,4...whatever they are up to now, things. But I also know that since he hasn't had one, he hasn't missed it. I'm so glad about that! With no TV, they don't see the commercials either, which also helps!

I remember someone close to me once giving me advice on kids (hers were grown) and I remember commenting that I wished my kids would turn out like hers. She said one thing (beyond raising them to honor Christ with their lives) that they did was purposefully choose to not let them have anything above their appropriate age level. That way they would not grow up before their time. Kids' nature, she taught me, is to want the next "oldest" thing. If you think it through, you can see the result of that very clearly in our culture.

Now, I must confess we have a Wii. It was a gift from Grandma and not my choice. I would have said no, and thought about turning it down, but didn't. I do, however, have rigorous requirements to gain play time. One is reading time. And it's not minute for minute. But what I've found is that the longer they are away from it, the less they remember it's there. Don't get me wrong, we've had our bouts of lapsing into comas playing it, and I always end up wanting to pitch it out the window, but I haven't yet. I suppose that's where consistency comes in.

It takes some effort to provide other options, but when I look at my bookshelves brimming with some of the most incredible stories ever written, it's not hard to decide what has more value. When I recall their smiles as we sit around a table playing "Hit the Deck" or "Monopoly Deal", it seems to me a no-brainer. When they beg me to read to them, or go on a bike ride with them, I know I've made the right choice. It's never been about deprevation, but about selection.

Every parent makes choices for their own family and there is no one right way to do anything. I've discovered through circumstances beyond my ability to control, just how short life is; how precious their time with us is. I don't want them to be good decision makers, I want them to be GREAT decision makers! I hope that their strive for excellence will be driven by their desire to glorify a great big God. I try my best to make choices for them accordingly. So this is what works for us; what's been laid on my heart for my children. I know a lot of parents don't feel the same way, and all I can say about that is it's a good thing God didn't make us all the same!

I'm really glad that I have the option to make some of these decisions for my kids. I also know I'm far from perfect. But I keep humbly making them and praying that they'll humor me and look back one day grateful that they wore their legos smooth so they would no longer hook together.

I'd really be okay with that.

Contentment

Contentment

(Phillipians, iv.11)

Fierce passions discompose the mind,
As tempests vex the sea,
But calm, content and peace we find,
When, Lord, we turn to Thee.

In vain by reason and by rule
We try to bend the will;
For none but in the Saviour's school
Can learn the heavenly skill.

Since at His feet my soul has sate,
His gracious words to hear,
Contented with my present state,
I cast on Him my care.

"Art thou a sinner, soul?" He said,
"Then how canst thou complain?
How light thy troubles here, if weigh'd
With everlasting pain!

"If thou of murmuring wouldst be cured,
Compare thy griefs with mine!
Think what my love for thee endured,
And thou wilt not repine.

"'Tis I appoint thy daily lot,
And I do all things well;
Thou soon shalt leave this wretched spot,
And rise with me to dwell.

"In life my grace shall strength supply,
Proportion'd to thy day;
At death thou still shalt find me nigh,
To wipe thy tears away."

Thus I, who once my wretched days
In vain repinings spent,
Taught in my Saviour's school of grace,
Have learnt to be content.

William Cowper